IXAXAAR Current218 Sitra Achra AMA LILITH Ixaxaar

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The Nightmarish Vision Of Ama Lilith, The Faceless Goddess of Sitra Ahra
Her Three Right Hands: In the Upper right hand she holds a Castration Tool (bloody scissors) or a teared off and bloody phallus. This Connects her to the adverse and adversal sexuality that have been viewed as something that makes the masculine dayside "god" impotent, but it also have deeper meanings on all levels and connect Ama Lilith to the demonic sexuality of the dark primal feminine. This sexuality is that which dominates and subdues the male/solar sexual force and is therefore (among many other things) a symbol for Ama Lilith as the antithesis of the submissive Eve and Shekinah and their virginal libido that are dominated by Adam and Yhwh. On a more mundane and exoteric level the scissors represent her role as the castrator who takes away the sexual heat and virility of those who reject her essence and her amoral and liberating impulses.
In her middle right hand she holds a hanging noose made out of an umbilical cord. In this noose a foetus or a very young child (less than 6 month old) is hanged by the neck. This represents Ama Lilith's connection to abortion, crib death, the stillborn and barrenness in woman. Once again these things represent her as the Dark Mother that gives birth to death and through death grants rebirth into her own kingdom. The child that she snatches away before it can be given birth to in Malkuth will become one of Ama Lilith's 'Lilim' in Gamaliel (there is a deeper meaning connected to this symbolism that is understood or not, depending on one's own level of initiation and gnosis). This also connects Ama Lilith to the antithesis of the 'mother of man' and makes her the mother of the shadows of those who are 'killed within the womb and resurrected within the tomb'. The hanged foetus in her hand represents how Ama Lilith acts as the antithesis of cosmic procreation and shows that she is the one that stops the emanations of the motherly moon of Yesod before they can fully manifest in Malkuth. The noose is also in certain ways connected to Ama Lilith's Arachnidia aspects and her Webs of The Black Moon.
In her lower right hand she holds a torn out and still beating, blood-dripping and burning heart. This heart is the symbol for all the passions that Ama Lilith controls, manipulates and enflames. This burning heart represents some of her blessings and some of her curses and is something that her devotees must receive and later return to her as an offering. The heart is also the place of the temple dedicated to her worship and the flames of love and hate that burn within the heart blaze up for her glory! This heart is connected to the cremation ground which is the place where the forms and outer shells of all desires are burned away in order to reveal their true essence, which only can be realized through Ama Lilith.
Her Three Left Hands: In her upper left hand she holds a candle or a torch burning with a black flame. This is her Flame of Wisdom and Destruction. Through this flame she enlightens without casting any shadows and bring destruction to the demiurgic lies that conceal Her Luciferian Truth. The flame also represents the power of Satan-Lucifer that is manifested and born through Ama Lilith. This black flame is a manifestation of The Black Light or the anti-cosmic impulse of the primal Chaos that has given birth to the whole Sitra Ahra and with this flame of that black light in her hand Ama Lilith is The Queen of The Flames of Hell! The black flame of the candle/torch is also connected to certain aspects of Daath as the gate to her womb and represents many other aspects of the hidden essence of her mysteries.